The break down

Dominic got shot, Everyone found out that hes undercover, Sonny’s his dad, Patrick didn’t get to do the surgery, Robins mad that Patrick was keeping a secret, Lulu proclaimed her love, Sonny got arrested with the gun, Sam went undercover as a prostitute and stole the evidence against Sonny off the officers desk, Jason got a tape from Franco… ahhh I love it!, well besides the Dom shot part… been crying for days, I know he will pull through

You know what else I love… HOT POCKETS!

Ok so set aside that this morning and afternoon have been normal my evening is going to be hectic! I have a family fair at work tonight that I have to leave early from to go ot the softball draft at the ballpark. I have to meet with Johanna to give her some stuff that is way past due, then I have to make sure that all the area is set up so that all my belongings get back to my classroom when its all said and done. It will be fun for all the kids to meet kids from other schools, as well as for the teachers to come together again. I’m just glad its at my school instead of having to be on unfamiliar ground. Well.. thats my day and night (eigh eigh… ) LOL

A Little shout out to the sis who started subbing today! YAY! well atleast it is only until next year when you get a directors job. Until then an amazing sub is what you will have to be.

Th

Blah, Blah, Blah

Today…

Today is a BLAH day. When your alarm wakes you up in the middle of a dream, you know its going to be a rough one. So, like I said it has been BLAH. No bright side, no dark side, no normal side… just BLAH. Some days I guess you are entitled to feel this way, and today is my day. Lucky for Jessica, she was gma-sitting duty today. Brad ugh not so lucky, but there is just something about him that can turn my frowns upside down ;o)

My temperature of life has been rising over the last few weeks… Through reflection I think that I have come to the realization that being the “protector” or the “sugar coater” is not an obligation of mine. I will be able to live more peacefully now. Well, mom seems to think so, but everyone has their own opinions. Personally I think that the term “gang” is going to be used in the near future. We will just have to wait an see.

Self reflection sometimes makes you reach a part in yourself deeper than you thought. Before I was an immature young lady that had “perfect” everything, then I was the trust less and heartless lady who had little hope, now I’m the confident Woman who could do anything… Not saying fearless but I am saying carefree! A lot like Ethan on my soap. I’m proud where I am, where I came from… maybe a little, but definitely where I am. I think I know a few others that could say that statement as well. Glad they stand by my side even in these BLAH days like today. I guess looking at the brighter side, its not raining… LOL Which means my class finally got to go outside. THANK GOD! If you don’t have a class full of children you have no idea what it means to say, “it must be a full moon” I curse you damn moon! Speaking of the moon or space i should say, the next launch is on Sunday morning… Hubby wants to go, maybe we will make it a get away for us Last night launch was spectacular and unbelievable!

Well, I got to get back to my day… hoping that something will come to mix it up!

Until Next time…

“Stop stop stop talking that Blah blah blah
think you’ll be getting this nah nah nah
Not in the back of my car car car
If you keep talking that blah blah blah”

tigity time for my rime

The holiday weekend was wonderful! I’m back at work today and the kids are CRAZY! Angela told me that it is a daily downward spiral after Christmas and that is turning out to be the truth. Not that they are being horrible its just seems that their volume levels now reach and all time high of 11 and they all seem like they drank a red bull before entering my room. Geesh. I do have to admit I have started playing games with them outside and they are loving it. I have been having a ball too! Its cute when they come in to write in their journal and they draw me playing with them. Aw it makes my heart warm and fuzzy.

a Little tiny rap/rhyme for all yall:

I once was a twitter quitter
now Im a tweet shitter
Started followin some rad lads
that have tweets that are badass
Lovin laughin at their quotes
like dane cooks pick up jokes.
Never knew I was missin it
glad it got me out this pit.

Okay, so that’s what I got to say about the amazing TWITTER!!! Today starts the first day of the race to reach our goal. I am very eager to see how we all turn out. I picture my life in 5 years totally different now than I ever had before and I have to say that I am SO excited to see it all come true. I am very hopeful and actually not pessimistic about this. Its pretty funny because I normally am the person to give up easy and never think about the best thing. Well I guess this is a new adventure. Really haven’t felt this enthused and dedicated about something since I was on the carb diet back in 11th grade… Well it all starts today! I pray that I am still this excited in 6 months we’ll see… I grant good luck to everyone involved

A little on the Sappy Side

So I realize Ill never have and inspiring blog like Betty, but that is perfectly fine with me. I never really intended my blog to be though… It however has held many different masks. In the beginning a vengeful mask, a judgmental mask, a proclaiming mask, and a hurt mask. In the middle a stubborn mask, a confident mask, and a bitchy mask. Now a focused mask, a caring mask, and a lively mask. Pretty excited about where my blog has ended up; expressing my life and both the struggles and triumphs I have.

For today, giving a little attention to all the people in Haiti it is very unfortunate and is sooo sooo sad. This morning I was listening to this christian speaker from Virginia he was raving about how the people of Haiti had turned to the devil and were hoping that the devil would be able to teach people there a lesson. And how He believes that the people there deserved exactly what they got, and that this is another sign of the end times. I mean wow so much for crossing a line he demolished the line as he was crossing it. Okay, so it is perfectly fine to speak of the end times and say how there are huge parallels with the world today… but, to talk horribly about the poor people who are experiencing this tragedy is pretty much saying you have no heart. its ridiculous! Getting the little taste of how third world countries are from being on mission trips I can only imagine the mess that the country is in. I just really feel for those people. Not that it is even close to what those people are going through, but I had one of my really needy kids come to school this morning with just a large shirt on and no pants or jacket. I was fuming! I am thankful that God has placed me in this job, so that I can touch these little kids lives. I mean giving the little girl a jacket and a pair of sweat pants made her day and she is so thankful! I really truly enjoyed helping the needy when we were over seas I haven’t really thought about it much recently until last night on Ugly Betty. Matt was going to help an African tribe for six months, at one point I thought I wanted to be a missionary, actually at one point I thought I wanted to be a teacher in a third world country. But I think that god knew this and has placed me where I need to be, right here with these needy children that live near me. Going miles away wasn’t necessary, as much as I bless their lives they truly do mine as well.

Oooo WOW that was getting a little sappy… bleh…

The kids are about to get up from nap so its time to wrap it up. Greys/Private Practice tonight!!! OMG cant wait! Jersey Shore, Hollar! oh and spending time with my boo and the bestie Love it, so exctied!

Megan Out…

STRESSful to say the least!

What a day! Our school had the head start evaluations today. The state team literally picked everything in my room apart. All the way down to reviewing every lesson plan and every document in each child’s file. It was INTENSE! But, I got through it and now i can relax. I didn’t get any bad remarks so I’m in the clear. Mrs. Munz kept telling me that I had nothing to worry about, she knows how I run my room and my organizational skills, so she was more confident in me than I was in myself. I have turned out to be a wonderful teacher if i can say so myself. Well the hott ass guy that was doing my observation is a supporter of that comment. My evaluation was spectacular that he gave me. Woot Woot… Lucky I got the hot guy not the crabby old lady that Amy got. HAhaha! I got huge kudos for my ESOL child learning 68% of the english words he should know by now already! That’s huge, you prolly don’t know how amazing that is. I cant take all the credit because he has been trying very hard and has been overly eager. So proud of him!

Enough about work.

Still haven’t watched Bee Movie… every time we have the time to we decide to play wii tennis instead. Its so fun and we haven’t burnt out the disc yet, so of course that is our preference for now. Brad didn’t work today and doesn’t tomorrow, so I bet he is practicing to get mad skills so he is unbeatable… LOL! Me and Jess are a pretty amazing duo…  or should I say Koopa Troopa and Yoshi?

Welp… Im writing during nap so I have to do some planning now… I am so SUPRISED by how many blog views I’m getting a day… like 700 LMFAO!!!!!! but really a lot pretty ridick… i guess just being checked on, hahaha WTF Ever!

the grind

Well its Monday… back to the grind. Work started back today, BOO! I enjoyed my holiday for the most part. Whats funny is that I am looking forward to no work on Monday already lol. I love my job and everything that comes with it lets just say. The weather has made today eventful and out of routine, but my class adapted rather well. I thought that today was going to be hectic like the beginning of school with none of my little angles wanting to leave there mommies, but come to find out they were all really excited to be back. It was nice to be greeted by 18 cheery faces again. I started to miss them over break. It is amazing to see in just 3 weeks how two of my little three year old’s have grown up. One had a HUGE growth spurt, its so surprising! I met a new coworker today she is really nice and it is finally nice to have a spanish speaker back here in the pre-k suit. I mean my poor little Santiago really could have benfited if she was here earlier in the year. But, I have to pat myself on teh back for learning something in my ESOL classes because he knows a lot of english now, he actually could tell me what santa brought him this morning. That is progress, especially after being away from english for three weeks.

SOoOOOooOoOoOooO… Brad had jury duty today, pretty neat it was for a criminal trial not family court, so he gets to have a little taste of Law and Order LOL! I hope they pick him… that would be really cool! I mean if it were me I would hate to be picked actually I would pretty much refuse. I’m one of those people who are pretty creeped out by criminals and normally think the worst. So I would prolly be the worst juror, but Brad is good at getting all the facts before he judges. Well at least he got paid for being at work and didnt have to go. That also meant that we got to ride to work together and he’s picking me up like the old days made my day! I cant wait to see him at 4:00… wishing I didnt have to tutor today bc then I would see him at 3 but O well…

Ordered Bee Movie on BLuRay but havent gotten to watch it yet… pretty excited about it though. Maybe tonight… wait Chuck is on so maybe not. Speaking of Chuck… I love that show I’m glad brad got me hooked bc it is great! Last nights two hour episode was the thrill, humor, and love that I was looking forward to. well ill let you know tomorrow if I got to watch the movie or not… until then chill out, fuck off, and be rad … haha BEERAD lol

Thankful Shoutout

Babe thanks for making my phone AMAZING! I love every bit of it. I appreciate all your time

New Year Day 6

Well, the new year is here and a lot has already happened. Just a little run down before I get back into the swing of things… Hell Ill make a list…

Events that have already happened in the New year:

1. Blakely’s emergency
2. FREEZING temperatures
3. Jessie’s Uncles death
4. Seeing tainted people
5. Dogs Groomed… bad experience
6. Date night
7. Rockband late nights
8. enjoying Netflix
9. driving 110 mph
10. bay flight ride to st joes not bayfront

whew… that was easy. Great way to start out the new year of blogging, a list!

Well the year so far has been hectic and enjoyable with a little taste of adventure mixed with fear. The new year normally starts out with tragedy or emergency so I’m pretty used to it. 5 years ago on the 2nd was when my Aunt Janet died. That was probably the worst new year ever. She was not only an amazing person, but she was my moms best friend. She is truly missed everyday. Its not often that you loose a person that you continue to miss years later, usually you forget and move on. Not saying we haven’t moved on, just definitely haven’t forgotten. Brad and I were just talking about how much life and family changes in just 5 years. Its crazy to think that if she were still around she would be a mother in law, a gma, have her son in the same state again. and eligible for retirement from the school board. But, when its your time its your time. Ok… enough being sad and sappy.

Im excited to see what the new year is going to bring for Brad and myself. We have already planned a few trips (got to get our passports again) planned out some of our life and are expecting many great things to come in the next year. I love you braddy!

We started out the new year out with a bang… or should I say stooooper… lol The party was a ball. Like usual Jessica and myself stole the life of the party and made friends with the guys. Finding out the next day that one of the guys we got to open up to us normally act superior to everyone else. Funny how our personalities are not inferior to anyone. We really enjoyed ourselves, well near the end anyways.

Well its a new day a new morning… maybe Ill post again later today, cause that’s how I roll! Until then peace out mofos!

Bringin in the New Year!

Welp, today is the last day of the year of trama… 09 goes down in the books. It really has been the year that has had the most adversity since I have been alive. Yah back when I was younger there was a year when 6 of my family members died, but NOTHING has been like this last year. And I’m not talking about only in my own life I’m talking about everyone’s life even world wide. It was the year of breakups for many, year of tradgedy for many, year of financial trouble for many, and for many it has just been a setback. However…I m glad that the last day is today… and in our tru fashion we are going to party it up. Trying a new scene than ever going to a party of a friends friend in Tampa… We are prepared to dominate the drinking games and bring in the new year the right way. I am super excited! It will be a great beginning to a predictably amazing new year!

Atheist /Christian Drama on RWDC

Text recorder….. repeat…. repeat…. repeat….. totally miss the entire point…. repeat…. repeat….repeat….old words with no feeling….repeat….repeat….repeat…. nothing you haven’t already said…… repeat….repeat….repeat…. BLAH!

Watched the new real world last night… Disappointing? No, Drama Filled? YES, already GeESH! I think that either one of two things is occurring. Either MTV cast people to be somewhat replicas of the ppl from Real World Cancun because last year was so righteous…. ooorrrrr The people who are on it are trying to act like a person from last season. I mean Andrew you really could never fill the shoes of Joey. I mean you try to come in saying your going to lay all these chicks and be the sarcastic funny dude… but you entire persona is off. You look like a private school rich boy virgin. It will be very interesting to see what kind of person the show brings him out to be. Oh the other hand the drama about religion has heated up big time. I guess this season instead of the controversy being between gay/strait it is atheist/christian. The irony in the entire thing is that both people who are claiming not to believe in god both were Christ followers when they were younger. Thus meaning that if the rapture were to happen today they along with the two Christians in the house they would all see each other at the pearly gates (if they all had accepted him as their savior). I think that if I were in the house I would be on the fence between the two groups. I can clearly see where both sides are coming from. 1 side being on fire for god and 1 side being burnt by the church and now living life aside from him. I wouldn’t say that I am either right now, but I do have to say that growing up in church has brought me to realize a few things about being a member of a religion. Organized religion was created for followers to gather and fellowship and study. I think that today’s church does more brain washing and creating judgmental people than encouraging fellowship. Looking back on my life if I wouldn’t have been so shaded by the baptist religion and what the church had to say I think that I would have lived much differently. I’m greatful for the person I turned out to be, but it has taken getting out of that shade to discover my real self. Back in mission trip days a girl I met in Argentina told me that she does not have a religion she has a relationship… I of course was like yah me too, but what are you catholic, baptist, Episcopalian… ? And she would never tell, so I was like ok w/e moving on… Its not until now that I can truly say that I have a relationship without religion. I no longer let the church guide my paths. Hell who is say that baptist is the right way? I mean yes the baptist church translates the bible the closest to its original print, but is that making it relevant to today’s time? I think that now seeing Christ outside of the church and not making god fit into this perfect box that the church has made me perceive has made me understand him more than ever. He is the light of my paths not FBC. I think this is what Chad has been trying to get Brad and I to see for so long. Back when he told us to get the hell out of there but we stayed and stayed and stayed I think he was guiding us along the right path, but once again we were blinded… I wish we would have listened. The church’s politics are corrupt… its not just FBC its EVERY CHURCH! I wonder if in the new world one day god would structure things differently? It will be interesting to see.