A little on the Sappy Side

So I realize Ill never have and inspiring blog like Betty, but that is perfectly fine with me. I never really intended my blog to be though… It however has held many different masks. In the beginning a vengeful mask, a judgmental mask, a proclaiming mask, and a hurt mask. In the middle a stubborn mask, a confident mask, and a bitchy mask. Now a focused mask, a caring mask, and a lively mask. Pretty excited about where my blog has ended up; expressing my life and both the struggles and triumphs I have.

For today, giving a little attention to all the people in Haiti it is very unfortunate and is sooo sooo sad. This morning I was listening to this christian speaker from Virginia he was raving about how the people of Haiti had turned to the devil and were hoping that the devil would be able to teach people there a lesson. And how He believes that the people there deserved exactly what they got, and that this is another sign of the end times. I mean wow so much for crossing a line he demolished the line as he was crossing it. Okay, so it is perfectly fine to speak of the end times and say how there are huge parallels with the world today… but, to talk horribly about the poor people who are experiencing this tragedy is pretty much saying you have no heart. its ridiculous! Getting the little taste of how third world countries are from being on mission trips I can only imagine the mess that the country is in. I just really feel for those people. Not that it is even close to what those people are going through, but I had one of my really needy kids come to school this morning with just a large shirt on and no pants or jacket. I was fuming! I am thankful that God has placed me in this job, so that I can touch these little kids lives. I mean giving the little girl a jacket and a pair of sweat pants made her day and she is so thankful! I really truly enjoyed helping the needy when we were over seas I haven’t really thought about it much recently until last night on Ugly Betty. Matt was going to help an African tribe for six months, at one point I thought I wanted to be a missionary, actually at one point I thought I wanted to be a teacher in a third world country. But I think that god knew this and has placed me where I need to be, right here with these needy children that live near me. Going miles away wasn’t necessary, as much as I bless their lives they truly do mine as well.

Oooo WOW that was getting a little sappy… bleh…

The kids are about to get up from nap so its time to wrap it up. Greys/Private Practice tonight!!! OMG cant wait! Jersey Shore, Hollar! oh and spending time with my boo and the bestie Love it, so exctied!

Megan Out…