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Today…

Today is a BLAH day. When your alarm wakes you up in the middle of a dream, you know its going to be a rough one. So, like I said it has been BLAH. No bright side, no dark side, no normal side… just BLAH. Some days I guess you are entitled to feel this way, and today is my day. Lucky for Jessica, she was gma-sitting duty today. Brad ugh not so lucky, but there is just something about him that can turn my frowns upside down ;o)

My temperature of life has been rising over the last few weeks… Through reflection I think that I have come to the realization that being the “protector” or the “sugar coater” is not an obligation of mine. I will be able to live more peacefully now. Well, mom seems to think so, but everyone has their own opinions. Personally I think that the term “gang” is going to be used in the near future. We will just have to wait an see.

Self reflection sometimes makes you reach a part in yourself deeper than you thought. Before I was an immature young lady that had “perfect” everything, then I was the trust less and heartless lady who had little hope, now I’m the confident Woman who could do anything… Not saying fearless but I am saying carefree! A lot like Ethan on my soap. I’m proud where I am, where I came from… maybe a little, but definitely where I am. I think I know a few others that could say that statement as well. Glad they stand by my side even in these BLAH days like today. I guess looking at the brighter side, its not raining… LOL Which means my class finally got to go outside. THANK GOD! If you don’t have a class full of children you have no idea what it means to say, “it must be a full moon” I curse you damn moon! Speaking of the moon or space i should say, the next launch is on Sunday morning… Hubby wants to go, maybe we will make it a get away for us Last night launch was spectacular and unbelievable!

Well, I got to get back to my day… hoping that something will come to mix it up!

Until Next time…

“Stop stop stop talking that Blah blah blah
think you’ll be getting this nah nah nah
Not in the back of my car car car
If you keep talking that blah blah blah”